Fabi heard Mortimer and replied, "it's funny, I've been studying the stars, they are the same consillations as back home." She pointed to a bright colored star, "That's the North Star, follow it and it will bring you home, as it always points north." She directed her gaze to a cluster of stars, "That's Orion, the warrior, always watching and always protecting." She paused and her voice was heavy with sadness, "But the heaven gain a few new stars tonight…8 to be exact," her voice cracked.
She paused for awhile and then said, "I nearly died today... I was so close to..." Her voice trembling,"I Put saving others before myself.. He died.. The ferret Juan, solider ID; 2145 from USA, I was dragging him back when we came under cover. I was gonna be next"...if it wasn't for Xiao..." She trailed off, sobs racking her body as she finally had a chance to think about and it terrified her the sense of calm and working under pressure finally cracked. She buried her face again in the towel she had. Refusing to meet Mortimers eyes, "I nearly died, and 8 died today!" She yelled in the towel, her voice muffled. "How could everything go wrong!? Why us? Why me!!"
Fabi was frustrated, scared, upset and confused. She never had to go through how it felt like to nearly die and that someone died under her care, never had that happen to her.
She lifted her head, "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry...I shouldn't act like this.." She said trying to calm herself, " i don't know what happened..." She rubbed her eyes vigorously. "Thank you for your help..t-t-today, if it was t for you or Lenard or anyone, more would of been lost... thank you."